I used to pride myself with ace results but ever since my i moved on to JC, i had a sudden aversion to studies probably due to the burntout i had during Olevels and the momentuem just dipped as it goes along. I'll be facing my prelims in mid sept and i am still facing a situation sucidial results of straight Us. Maybe I was too egoistic to put my pride down, admitting that im running a crsis and then seek for help. now that I realize the seriousness of my state, its too late for any remedial.

I have a strong desire to have a boyfriend who cares for me but im simply not attractive enough. Seeing couples getting together just bites me harder causing me to lose my focus in studies. This growing yearning is a major distraction in my life.

I feel like a total loser now. With horrid results and no one to by my side.

Save the sarcasm, I have enough of it.

Tell me, what should i do now. Repeat another year only to find myself in the same fix again?